OKAY so I wanna say sorry to the 7-8 people who view my blog that I haven't posted in a while. I guess I have a lot going on in my life, yet nothing I can explain. Whether it's a daydream or trying to pretend that the alarm doesn't ring at 5:30, I'm dreaming about going far away from this place. I have to go there by going down to play shows for the friends down under, the ones who don't respond when I make a mistake. I come to do this because I have to go without the love I have outside of school, therefore I must escape to a place that's physically here, but emotionally somewhere else. Somewhere far away from this place I live in, where people from far away worlds are so much closer. I'm literally sustaining myself on prayers that feel like they're never answered but in riddles. I feel like my two cents are worth negative 20 in the world that doesn't seem so temporary, I drop a line but people expect me to bite it myself. So today I shall ask the world to grow some more sunflowers.